I am looking at the title of my blog and see All Kinds of Crazy. All I can think of is wow! I wrote in one of my blogs of my past that maybe one day I would change it to All Kinds of Happy. I guess it is now that I am at that point in my life where I have felt all kinds of happy, and peaceful and content and amazing. No longer do I feel all kinds of crazy but I will keep calling my blog this to remind me of just how far I have come and where I never want to go back to.
Words alone cannot express my happiness. I never thought that I would feel this way again, especially after being told for so long so many negative things that you come to believe are true about yourself. Then finally someone shows up who tells you things to slowly bring you back to the person you know you are. You finally realize..."Wow, so this is what it feels like". It is truly amazing how awesome life can be when there are people in your life who believe in you.
I feel lately as if I am in a dream and anytime now I am going to wake up and find myself in the place I felt so trapped for so long, but each day only gets better. I never would have believed pressing one button on my keyboard would have brought me to one of the happiest places I have been in sooo long.
I am a person who truly believes in signs that the universe sends us to let us know where we are supposed to be in life. I am still amazed at all the little signs I have received since last month that are pointing out that I am exactly where I need to be. I wake up feeling at peace with myself and not having to fight or lose more self esteem from all the negative things I was told. I followed my heart and I knew eventually my heart would lead me here...
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