Stupid Mountain!

In every book ever written there is an end.  Such is true with life and life experiences.  Currently in my life I am at the end of a life experience that I thought I wrote the ending to, however there is someone reading the book who does not understand that.  They are looking for additions to the book or sequels if you will and I have made it quite clear that there will be no sequels to this particular book and the end is the end.

My BFF Frankie told me that things will only get worse before they get better, which is so true and just what I am experiencing now.  Sometimes things happen that are beyond our control and we have to just decide for ourselves what is important to us.  I have made decisions recently that everyone in my life will not agree with, but in the end I have to tell myself that this is my life to live and I have to do what makes me happy, even if it means the end of something that once was.

I cannot question the universe or how the stars line up, and sometimes I don't want to.  At a time in my life right now that has me consumed with worry and stress I have also had instances of sheer happiness that I can't explain.  Yes, all things happen for a reason and while I can't question those reasons, I know that if I sit and dwell on the negative forces of life I will never be able to enjoy my future, and who needs that?

Worse before they get better?  Yes it's true.  It's like I am jogging downhill to what seems like the better and then all of a sudden I come across this mountain in the road to get over that is trying to stop me from my continuing journey.  While I guess I can cry about it I have to ask myself what good will that do?  They say in life that there are those people who make things happen, those who watch things happen and then those who say..what just happened?  I don't want to be one of those people who watch life go by unsure of what is happening.  I want to be the one who is making things happen.

So while yes, I am at the end of this book and there is no chance for a sequel, I know that there are endless possibilities and I can't let myself get discouraged.  There may be a mountain in front of me right now but ideas are already spinning in my head of how I will get to the top of the mountain to see the glorious view.