Another Dimension

As I sit here in my suite this evening I am reclined in my recliner chair and staring up onto the ceiling  I am somewhat mesmerized by a big brown almost circle that I painted on the ceiling.  I was supposed to have already completed this project, but still I have not.  My intention was to make a big circle and then write words in the circle like patience, hope, etc,

Unfortunately it still sits plain and now that I am looking at it, its not really a circle either.  When my son first saw it he said it looked like the secret door to go into another dimension.  I wish it was.  But what would be on the other side of the door?

I have thought about this a lot as I am always planning ways to get out of here.  If another door could lead me into anotheer dimension, Im all for it.

I imagine that it would be somewhere I can escape into a sort of secret paradise with waterfalls and lush greenery and fruity drinks.  That would be nice.  Maybe it's a door to the past--who would I visit, what would I be doing,

Perhaps its another dimension that simply leads me to another room in the house...which would be no fun. 

Perhaps on the other side is what I have been waiting for and praying for, my freedom and happiness.  I would imagine that dimension would have nobody arguing, people would care and respect each other.  There would be no analyzing my every move, nobody pretending to know my every thought.

It's here all the time in my suite, this circle on the ceiling to another dimension.  To me it's like a metaphor.  Its there for me whenever I want to and escape everything Im going through. There's a question I have to ask myself...when will I expereince going to another dimension, a new dimension my life.  Perhaps I am scared, of what I don't know, perhaps just the unknown

There will be a lot of dimension in my life in the next few months.  As my Pastor once said...When one door closes another one opens but it's hell in the hallway...hmm, no wonder it's been so hot, I must be in the hallway.